Mad World by Locksmith
[Verse 1]
What am I supposed to feel? If you can tell it than let
it be known,
I'm trying to cope with my emotions and sever what's
gone,
I think back to when Jeremy Jack died, and I looked in
his mother's eyes,
And I could still hear Beverly moan.
That was the first time seein' my father cryin',
Lightning struck twice on the night that they murdered
Brian.
My only blessin' was followin' Mama's lessons,
And I can hear her screamin' down 'Baby, you better be
strong!'
Good advice bubble,
But it's only so long that I can go on, before I do
find trouble.
Or trouble finds me, feel like I'm dreamin',
I gotta deal with these Demons, tell 'em 'Devil you
better be gone!'
And find another home. Am I neglecting my family?
I contemplate on whether I did my brother wrong,
Or did my sisters bad, because we had different Dads,
In this fucked up world, tryin' to weather the storm.
[Hook]
So tell me whatchu waitin' on,
Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,
I can only deal with so much pain,
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain,
Will I make it home?
So tell me whatchu waitin' on,
Whatchu lookin' for, whatchu plan to take along,
I can only deal with so much pain,
I fucked around and got stuck in the rain.
[Verse 2]
I never smoked weed or drank alcohol, to stress I'm a
factor,
Does that discredit my talent, make me less of a
rapper?
I'm less appealin' unless I'm peelin' some rollin'
paper,
Or would it show I had swag, would it motivate ya?
To want to buy an album, I'm feelin' this lies bitter.
Cause when you get some money, you tryin' to get high,
swisher.
When shit change, then people chase after fame,
And haters think I'm to blame, but I feel a different
vibe nigga.
I'm not immune to the sinnin and seein' shrugs,
But I gotta stop fallin' for women I meet in clubs,
And I know I'm in no moral position to be a judge,
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